Stalemate…A new beginning

July 30, 2007 at 9:59 pm | Posted in Blackberry Pearl, Images, Japan Life, Japanese, Job Related, tis another blog | 4 Comments

Now Playing: Dem Franchize Boyz – Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It

I finally finished watching the end of GTO drama, when I realized I’m in a stalemate with my life. How the hell does that have anything with GTO, you might ask. It has to do with some dreams I had when I was about 14 about going to Japan @ that age and attending school.
10 months ago I finally decided to work for money, learn the Japanese language more and go to Japan for a few months.
Well, it’s ten months later, I’m 22 (as of last month) and nowhere near those aspirations.
I’m in the young prime of my life and I have nothing to show for it. -_-;
I worked for those ten months, but the money basicaly went to paying the mortage for my parents (they can’t do it on their own as it is).

Track Change: T-Pain – Buy U A Drank (Shawty Snappin’)

I made this blog to get me more motivated and to joy one advancement to the other, but that massively failed…lol
So here I am now, with some newfound awakening to my life. This time, I hope to keep it alive much longer. 😀
I’m going to restart my blog too (the old posts will remain, I jus won’t be answering comments from them or looking through them), actually start blogging stuff. A lot of interesting stuff always gaporna, I jus never had the time to write it up (that or lazy lol).
Once I get my hands on either the Nokia E90 or HTC Kaiser it will be more frequent too.
Nokia E90HTC Kaiser
I’m typing this post from my BlackBerry Pearl and it’s killing me urgh. I’ll try to post something every other day or so, ‘lata!

Manatsu no Yoru no Yume (Death Note) & Lyrics

November 18, 2006 at 9:06 pm | Posted in Anime, Boys, Celebrity, Death Note, Images, J-Pop, Japanese, Lyrics, Manga, Movies, Music, Music Videos, Romaji, YouTube | 21 Comments

There was a request for this song and lyric from a reader (hi amanda!!) and as promised, here it is. smile!
This song is really really really good, much love to Suga Shikao for this single. The music video is kind of on the blah side i think (don’t hate me). But it was all good in the end. smile!
I‘m having some problems uploading the MP3 to sendspace right now..So just bear with me until I get it going. (Or if you uploaded it or know of a link to it, send me a comment and I’ll put it here. wink )
•••• Sorry guys, sendspace is being naughty. >_< So no MP3 yet. ••••
•••• Click here to download the song on Sendspace. Thanks Fawny!! ••••

Suga Shikao DeathNote Cover

Click for YouTube Manatsu no Yoru no Yume Death Note Music Video
Click for Lyrics in Japanese/Romaji
Click for Lyrics in Japanese/English


 

.::Lyrics in Japanese/Romaji::.

真夏の夜のユメ/Manatsu no Yoru no Yume
(歌: スガシカオ/Vocals: Suga Shikao)

ぼくは孤独でウソつき
いつもユメばかり見てる
君は気づいてないふり
だけど それでも抱きしめるんだ
boku wa kodoku de usotsuki
itsumo yume bakari miteru
kimi wa kidzuite’nai furi
dakedo soredemo dakishimeru n’ da
まるで吸血鬼みたいに 君のやさしさを
吸い尽くしてしまう気がするんだ
marude kyuuketsuki mitai ni kimi no yasashisa wo
suitsukushite shimau ki ga suru n’ da
ひとつ 終わらない悲しみが
ぼくらを包み込んだら
抱き合って 朝を待とう
いつか なおらない傷跡も
ぼくら許せるのかな
あの頃と かわらない笑顔で…
hitotsu owaranai kanashimi ga
bokura wo tsutsumikondara
dakiatte asa wo matou
itsuka naoranai kizuato mo
bokura yuruseru no kana
ano koro to kawaranai egao de…
真夜中 ぼくは夢をみて
ひどくうなされて目をさました
真夏の夜の暗い夢
窓の外に果てしないヤミ
mayonaka boku wa yume wo mite
hidoku unasarete me wo samashita
manatsu no yoru no kurai yume
mado no soto ni hateshinai yami
鏡の中にうつった 憎しみと嫉妬
愛と欲望と ぬくもりと
kagami no naka ni utsutta nikushimi to shitto
ai to yokubou to nukumori to
そして ゆっくり目をとじたら
君がまぶたに浮かんで
振り向いて 消えてしまうよ
もし 約束のあの場所に
たどり着けないとしても
君の手を
ぼくは はなさないだろう…
soshite yukkuri me wo tojitara
kimi ga mabuta ni ukande
furimuite kiete shimau yo
moshi yakusoku no ano basho ni
tadoritsukenai to shitemo
kimi no te wo
boku wa hanasanai darou…
君がやさしく笑った
遠い世界の出来事みたいに
ぼくは孤独でウソつき
いつもユメばかり見てる
kimi ga yasashiku waratta
tooi sekai no dekigoto mitai ni
boku wa kodoku de usotsuki
itsumo yume bakari miteru

 

.::Lyrics in Japanese/English::.

真夏の夜のユメ/Manatsu no Yoru no Yume
(歌: スガシカオ/Vocals: Suga Shikao)

ぼくは孤独でウソつき
いつもユメばかり見てる
君は気づいてないふり
だけど それでも抱きしめるんだ
I’m lonely and a liar
and I’m always just dreaming
You pretend not to notice
but still hold me
まるで吸血鬼みたいに 君のやさしさを
吸い尽くしてしまう気がするんだ
It feels like I’m a vampire
sucking your tenderness away
ひとつ 終わらない悲しみが
ぼくらを包み込んだら
抱き合って 朝を待とう
いつか なおらない傷跡も
ぼくら許せるのかな
あの頃と かわらない笑顔で…
If an endless sadness should surround us,
let’s hold each other as we wait for morning
I wonder if someday we can forgive even the irreparable scars
With a smile that hasn’t changed since that day…
真夜中 ぼくは夢をみて
ひどくうなされて目をさました
真夏の夜の暗い夢
窓の外に果てしないヤミ
I dream at midnight
It was an awful nightmare and I woke up
A gloomy dream of the midsummer night
An endless darkness outside my window
鏡の中にうつった 憎しみと嫉妬
愛と欲望と ぬくもりと
Reflected in the mirror was hate, jealousy,
love, desire, and warmth
そして ゆっくり目をとじたら
君がまぶたに浮かんで
振り向いて 消えてしまうよ
もし 約束のあの場所に
たどり着けないとしても
君の手を
ぼくは はなさないだろう…
And when I slowly close my eyes, you come back to my memory
and disappear when I look back
Even if you can’t reach the place we were to meet at,
I won’t let go of your hand…
君がやさしく笑った
遠い世界の出来事みたいに
ぼくは孤独でウソつき
いつもユメばかり見てる
You laugh gently as if it were something that happened in a distant world
I’m lonely and a liar
and I’m always just dreaming

 

Deathnote Light and L sleeping

I still like this pic…and I don’t think its been up here long enough…so…nyah :p wink
‘lata!

Win a 3 Month Subscription for deviantArt from me! smile!

Yaoi Invasion

November 13, 2006 at 2:17 pm | Posted in Anime, Boys, deviantArt, Gay, Girls, Images, Liberal, Manga, Naruto, Political, Shoujo, Yaoi | 4 Comments

So what is it about Yaoi? I mean, at first glance, its just art and stuff that has to do with male love. Ok, so they’re gay. But that’s nothing new is it? So why suddenly in the past few years has an explosive of yaoi just spewed out? (lol, couldn’t help myself ). A subliminal counter-wave to the HLA mentality that’s been floating around for years?

No seriously though, its everywhere! deviantArt and 4chan have been notorious for this (along with a few other things actually). A simple Google Image search of a Gundum Wing character will spit out a page full of logo’s, portraits, screenshots…and whats this? Heero and Quatre yaoi? Actually…there’s a fair bit of these two on here…o_o omg what are they doing!? [exit tab].

But that’s nothing; I stumbled upon tons of SasuNaru art. I’m talking megabytes upon megabytes upon Naruto upon Sasuke megabytes of Sasuke and Naruto art. The worst part? The one that I saw the other day…it looked good! Omg, Sora Omote

SasuNaru By Your Side by Kaze Hime
SasuNaru By Your Side by Kaze Hime

SasuNaru by Suteki Takahashi
SasuNaru by Suteki Takahashi

Now, don’t take me the wrong way (don’t like being held upside down). I’m Liberal (so obviously I’m gay right? [rolls eyes]) on many standards including Gay Marriage. Did I also mention that I strongly (notice the double underlines) believe in equality PERIOD. Not just of the sexes and rights, but everything including knowledge. It’s the only way I believe we could ever progress as a race of Humans. But that’s a whole another post.
Yaoi. It seems its here to stay. Yeah…ok. But do the guys have to be super shoujo all the time? You girls (and some guys) have to give us a break, before that inferiority complex kicks in.

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